February 16th 2007
I woke up into my mythic dream, I got showered and ready to go to the La Jolla to have my skin done. My facialist assured me that my skin looked better than she has ever seen it. I drove to starbucks in mission valley a homeless man was fervently explaining how something worked to an invisible person. I went inside starbucks and another homeless woman was gathering her bags of belongings to leave. I bought 3 cups a brown one a pink one and a large one that looked like the togo cups. The cashier and another worker loved my pink one and they were surprised that it didn’t come out for Valentines Day. I bought my stuff and as I was fixing my coffee a couple were fixing their coffee and speaking in a foreign language, I convinced myself that they were from Bulgaria and I thought the woman looked like Lubina a woman from my past that I just saw the week before in Frys. I went to DSW and bought tennis shoes and black high heeled shoed with silver studs on them. I drove to Nordstrom’s rack and shopped for about an hour or more I bought clothes. I wanted a belt but didn’t wait for the salesgirl to go all the way in the back to price it. I drove straight home. Jasmine and I watched Oprah Winfry and the second show on the Secret, it was great and I felt pumped. I had an epiphany during the show that I had a feeling of lack of confidence that was continually blocking me from my good. I wrote an affirmation “I am confident in all that I do in every moment, I am on the right path”.
I let JR the guy from b&b appliance in to fix my dryer. Russ was wound up from a fender bender and I was nervous that he was going to cause a commotion when JR said it might not be covered under warranty. He called fisher and pychal and they approved to pay for it. While this was going on I showed Russ my new outfit. I asked him to take me to see bridge to Terabithia. Meanwhile I sent two articles to too publication to submit for publication. Ar we were all leaving to see the movie Russ pulled a set of keys I have been holding the intention of finding. Russ and Jasmine snuck in food to the movie. “Bridge to Terabithia was about escaping into a fantastic mythic world and having an open mind. It was about gaining from your experiences and gong on to create more magic and mystery.
The Questions that I posed to myself the evening before the day of these events Stated;
I’ll start with dream sequence that I believe is my grandfather communicating with me. I interpreted that the homeless man is my grandfather communicating to me how make my life work. In the mythic world heaven is the real life and we here are the dead , meaning te homelss man is alive communicating with me who is invisible or dead. also this man was homeless, meaning visiting my world, not his home, to communicate with me. I am told inside of Starbucks also symbolizing the universe within me. As another homeless woman is stuffing her bags to abundance before she leaves, meaning it’s about abundance and this is the second and last part of the communication. I see all these beautiful cups, again symbolizing to fill our cup, holders, what vessel or holder shall I fill. Brown symbolizes earth and or physical surroundings, home etc, and body. The second cup which is the central theme or what’s most important is the pink cup the heart, this is shown by two workers talking about whata great cup and how special it is. This means to come from and have the heart lead. The third is a very large white cup, this cup symbolizes filing my life to abundance of all things that are good and pure as white symbolizes goodness and purity and remember the cup is very large symbolizing filling it very full. I think this is a beautiful communicaton from my grandfather. I also feel a validation and a sense of peacefully flowing in my life because I feel most productive when I exercise in the morning clean house and run errand midmorning followed by a lunch and possibly a nap if the evening before I worked late. The remainder of my day and evening is filled to abundance with my art projects learnings and things that bring me joy.
The about how to market my talents happened as I began to send out articles for publication. This is the link; as I was watching Oprah on the Secret the mythic self which I have procured by doing exercises such as these fed me direct knowledge that would clear my path to market myself and have the energetic match of confidence in what I do If I cleared up my persistent lack of confidence in the things I am doing. Creating the affirmation and posting it on the wall directly over my commuter was me living as a myth maker in the mythic dream event. In other words it is a literal interpretation. After I did this I opened up an email from a woman who I had sent one of my articles, she lavished a deep compliment on me, referring to it.
Unexpected income is obvious in what happened with the dryer technician where we save 400 dollars by him calling manufacturer. There are three set of Letter as symbols
J R , B & B and fischer and pychal meaning Joy received , beautiful bounty and the last means fish for the paycheck.
The nutritional ephany was on the way to the movies the founfd key is what happeed during oprah, It is confidence in knowing jwhat I am doing is the right path.