I want to wrap my sins up in a gold earthen cloth and place them in a basket. I will send this basket deep into mother earth and there like fertilizer my wrong doings will nourish life. My sins shall become like seeds and become moistened by the rainfall. Fresh rich new life will spring from this. I will lay down on top of this beauty and weep. My tears will cause life to spring forth and flower from these plants. My life shall become a golden vessel of light, my body a temple in heaven. I shall spread myself wide and far as my vastness will cover all others sins. I am sad for my mistakes, my foolish behavior that has caused much pain and mostly to myself. I have compared myself to others and fallen short. It is in my comparison that I fall, for how can I measure and know all of what lies I anothers heart. I stand here and speak for myself, for I am and most of you are innocent. I wish for love to pour over you and wash you of self- recrimination. I wish for you to shine like a sun and warm your life. Let life flourish and grow forth from yourselves. I want for you to feel lifes gifts fill you to expansion. I wish for you to speak for lifes glory and to receives it all to overflowing. I want for you to be so filled with lifes bounty that you fall drunk on the beautiful green grasses and swell with bliss.
And then we shall meet, in this way we will join in lifes quiet rapture. Laughing the song that swells from within. We will feel and stand in the presence of each others beauty and weep at its blessing. We will walk forth unafraid and stand strong in the Trust of The Mother. Listen beloveds to the song of life as it sings you through life. Are you swooning in the rhythm of ecstacy yet. Quiet your mind, think no more on things that cause you worry or strife. No more compare yourself to others seeming advances over your own. You are the one that life is embracing, cradled in the arms and bosom of the Mother you and you alone are of highest importance. You are real, you exist for the love and glory of the grandest beloved of all. You are the one, you are the most blessed my beloved.
Dawn